and you cant break whats already broken...

so... i've come to realize my two biggest mistakes as of recent.
and there isnt a whole lot i can do to help the current situation for either of these.
one, requires money... which i dont have... at all... $1.05 was the last account balance i knew of... no joke.
the other, requires someone to listen to me, and the person i need to listen to me doesnt want to, and i'm not a person who will make myself heard for a situation such as this.
but non the less, theyre big mistakes, and they're both linked to one another.
so does that mean i've made on VERY big mistake lately, thats affecting my whole life?
quit possible... but only time will tell i guess.
anyways... i want to fix these, but it seems i've ran out of options... i mean, i kinda have a way to fix one of these, but the other will just be left... and i would feel like i'm running from that problem.
haha.
i think i should talk to a person about this... actually that has been suggested... i'm just not sure who to talk to.
i dont know a person that i trust enough to let them in and tell them all the inner thinkings and thoughts i have right now.
like, i trust people, very few people, but i do trust people. but this would require me admiting how i've been wrong, and show i'm vulnerable.
but i'm doing that right now... but who really reads my blog besides Kate Cotter? maybe my mom? lol
ha.
i'm out of things to say.
cause that was my thought...
but if you, the person who is reading this right now, has any ideals on how to talk to someone about this nonsesne circle of my bad choices, clue me in? thanks!
:)